I have been married for five days. My husband will be here tomorrow! ...lol that makes it sound like I ordered him in the mail. :) I love him more than anything.
On a less awesome note: my battle buddy got tired of watching me get more depressed and... tired I guess... and now I have a series of behavioral health appointments. Hopefully whatever they decide to will work very very fast so that I can continue being a good soldier, so that I can finally feel genuinely happy again, and so that my husband won't have to compensate for my lack of energy or unwillingness to open up. Whatever happens, I want to keep my husband, stay Active Duty, and for the depression to stop now. Having my husband here all the time will definitely help!